Stuck in a cave
I am stuck
In a cave
Where every sounds
Echoes
Every word is heard
Every move
Creates a vibration
Transcends
Sensed
Noticed
Reported
I am
Stuck in a cave
No scent
Can escape
It must be blamed
On a sinner
With no forgiveness
No remorse
On being born
An outsider
I am
Stuck in a cave
Promised protection
But sensing
Controlled
I am stuck in a cave
Surrounded
With walls
And bumps
Make of stone
With no heart
Impossible to sympathise
But designed
To reflect
To interpret
Conclude
Transfer
To the end of the cave
Where it’s dark
Unseen
But being feared
Where
The voice comes
Ices any liquid
Of rebellion
Question
Doubt
Of obedient
The end of the dark cave
Where
It’s the perfect state of
Triggered fear
Provokes
The image of a monster
In head
I am stuck
In a cave
In Illusion of bravery
But out of fear
Of getting out
And facing the light
I am in this cave
By desire
I am the victim of deception
I created
And comfortable
Being fooled
I am in a cave
Empty
With monster in my Imagination
Justifying
All the attempts to
not walking out
I am
Stuck
In a cave
Because I am
A cave man
And never recognised
What it means
To be free
.
John the Outsider ( HK)
Picture Billy Childish
.