Drinking like a fish

This place is unfamiliar
                     dark    and    churning
                                                               with hunters lurking
                                                                out of view.

                                I’m hooked through
                                               the mouth            with drink
                                               the gills               with smoke
                                               the eye                 with flashing lights.

My fight is dulled:
the current pulls me down.

                                                    The crowd bobs       offbeat
                                                                                     as the DJ casts
                                                                                                droning bass
                                                                                                and stinging snares
                                that reel me in
                                until I’m          caught
                                                        with the others

                                in a polluted haze,     waiting for the net
                                                                             to trawl           forward,
                                                                             to scoop us up
                                                                             into a floundering dance that baits
                                                                             and slowly suffocates.

                                The air doesn’t hydrate enough
                                           so I slug more

                                                                but my body doesn’t take
                                                                this foreign form of oxygen.

                                           I can’t leave the swarm
                                can’t weave through flailing bodies
                      can’t break the net of limbs
            that tows me upward.

                                The sharks are watching me
                                           but it’s the fishermen that
                                                                grab my sequin scales

                                                                finding imperfections that they created
                                                                and deeming me unworthy for the catch.

                                By some twisted fate, I’m released
                                           but it’s too late:

                                I sink to the sea bed
                      watching a shimmering rainbow
            spread high above me
then vanish as the lights go dark.

 

 

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Megan Wade

 

 

 

 

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