I’m in the crowd to be alone
Cs is in the party-
Smoking, mocking, drinking
At morning 2.
I feel sleepy, black and
white flashbacks again.
Sometimes, I behave abnormal
to feel normal
Insects are moving into-
enter and exit,
anywhere and anytime.Some are dead, others in ache
What’s the difference?
I stopped my watch to watch time-
It’s 2am,
Calling- Cs
I closed my diary to write some more
As someone is asking to take me home.
Monobina Nath from Kolkata, India
Illustration Nick Victor