(This City

 

 

(this city

this time)

FIRE

          dear

sir, I want to tell you

madame,

          I want to tell you

FIRE

          curious one

          your

fingers tremble across

space

fumble at the latch

                   of the orphanage

                   the asylum

                   the nunnery

                   the hospital

                   the rescue mission

                   the home for unwed mothers

open the door to see

FIRE

          gnaw

          floors

          walls

          ceilings

          paintings of

                   blue lakes

                     of

                   puritan fathers

                     of

                   mountains w/moon

                   above them

turn brown, then black,

ride like ravens

on shimmering air.

FIRE

the mind’s horse & pack-

mule

clattering over rocks away

from the conflagration

toward

oxidation of irons

                   neon rings

the spontaneous combustion

of all things not related

to the journey.

child

I have something

to tell you:

WE BURN

the tower clock is burning

the tower is a flame finger

pointing up

at forever

we can see it

from here

                   we can

see the oily smoke

as it rises from your body

twitching among the flames

can see

your body’s

special dance

                   hear

                   the music

it makes

hiss.  hiss.

FIRE

I am not these arms

          give these arms to the flames

I am not these eyes

          pluck them out, throw them in

I am not this blood-pump

called heart

                   I give it to you

                   FIRE

          nor this face, nor these

          bones.

lock me in the iron bull

stoke the furnace

I want to make music.

(brittle giant

fallen to earth

from sun)

FIRE

lick clean the pages

of books–

Hitler knew

your strong jaws

break history

flaming missiles

strike the bunker

walls

we wait

inside

          hands

over eyes

“will it hurt?”

          yes!

          coals scream.

Bruno

sings:

“we are your puppets

“FIRE, be gentle w/us

“I have a wife

“& kids somewhere

“& am an American

“citizen.  let my hands

“remain free, tie

“my waist to the stake

“I wish to signal

“thru smoke

          “an alphabet

“for the new age

“a monstrous poem

“that will twist like a tapeworm

“among the stars.”  The

          FIRE-eater

never grows fat.  is

walking dialectic–

                             a

man w/ideas he says:

“I carry matches beneath

“my coat & a bottle

“of gasoline–wish to talk

“to monks, visit all

“museums & rest homes

“& colleges

“will pit my red Jack

“Johnson resurrected

“against all challengers.”

FIRE

I love you

open your legs

bite my lips

FIRE

you beat me

& I’ll beat you

o.k?

FIRE

ride a single

wheel down-

hill

into a lake.

Buddha receives

you.

black flames

cool to touch

where Dante

wandered

                   curious flames

hidden in Bodhisattva’s

                   robes

living flames

Pascal

saw

above the heads

of the blessed

or the damned

FIRE

you are

the elephant

of elements

                   your blue tongue

laps my chin

you make me

smash my typewriter

threaten my shadow

w/a butcher knife.

a reflection of

a reflection

                   I

burn

above sour

weeds

I ask your

permission

to melt this

clock of lard

          step forth

star-brained

FIRE

no more yin

no more yang

no more weeping

about an old woman

wrapped in clay

          it’s

one ragged foot

before the other

up a ladder

of steam.

once you visited

our barn

rode the backs

of horses

like a regular

guy

baked sheep

in their own

wool

rolled dogs

snarling

down a hill

into a stream

clogged

w/manure

you knocked

down the walls

w/glowing

hammers

then rubbed

your fingers

thru ashes

& touched

my forehead:

my skull

was a circus

tent

collapsing on

500 screaming

people

FIRE

if you hold your

breath

you’ll go out

if I hold my temper

the world will turn

to ice

if your leap over

a stick

the world will be

a wedding

                   I have nothing to lose

& everything to gain

I will storm the kingdom

of FIRE

& usurp the thrones

of Pre-Adamic

kings.

from my ashes

grow 3 trees

from these trees

grow 6 vines

from these vines

9 berries grow

9 birds eat them

from their flesh

sprouts a single man

who floats from a luminous

cord

his face a quarter moon

his eyes–2 clocks that read:

12 noon & 12 midnight

his hands are flickering

gauges

he walks behind a plow

& speaks in parables

says:

“if FIRE were a

“bird

“where would FIRE

“fly?

“if FIRE were a

“cobra

“would she strike

“the wild ass?

“if FIRE were a

“fish

“how long would

“she live

“in the ocean

“& how many clouds

“would she set

“in the sky?

“& how many stars

“would be born

“from those glittering

“clouds?”

FIRE:

shroud

of matter

FIRE:

intelligence

of the butcher

of dogs.

everything becomes

FIRE:

          rhyming

FIRE

flex your muscles

rage thru

forests

leap from the tops

of mountains

O lightning

          rattle a

burning chain

on the wind

so the serpent twists

down museum

walls

          eat

a masterpiece

for me red god

put the spark back

in Roth Co. &

Mother’d Well

toe dance in

Carnegie Hall.

          yes

& your house is on FIRE, mister,

          yes

& your brain is on FIRE, bub,

          yes

& your lungs heave

& your guts burn

but that’s swell FIRE

yowsah FIRE

halleuja FIRE

amen FIRE

you catch up w/all

dadas & mummies

in time.

have I forgotten anything?

the sun is one foot wide.

 

 

 

Jesse Glass

 


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